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| 04:53pm 02/02/2007 |
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Yo, chicos. This is officially the final entry I will post on my journal. My new username is eye_run_ee . Add me, bitches. THAT'S A COMMAND.
<333 Adios dr_teeth. XD |
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| 04:30pm 31/01/2007 |
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So, I'm reading Macbeth, right? Well, it's starting to scare me a little. I can totally relate to Macbeth, and that scares me shitless. I wonder if I have that tinge of evil/susceptibility to manipulation?
...so, ANYWAY.
I'm gonna be at URI again this weekend por el jazz festival. :3 It should be sweet. Guess what, Amanda? We're playing CHRONOMETRY. XD
So, I'm considering getting a new lj. Suggestions for new, less gah-hey usernames por favor?
That's about it I guess. :3 |
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| I will grow wings and fly everywhere... :D |
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| 10:32pm 16/01/2007 |
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mood:  chipper music: Rock the Casbah- The Clash
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GUESS WHAT, CHICOS?
Jess is performing this weekend at OOH-AIRRAY-EE (URI for all you non-Spanish peoples XD). You can all come if you want, the concert's at 7. :3
I'm pretty frickin' excited. I never thought I'd get the music straight, but I'm pretty adequate now, and I think there's potential for improvement. Which is good. :DDD
I just hope it's quick, efficient improvement. XD I have 2 days until the first practice on Friday.
Which, by the way, will cause me to miss my Psych exam. FOR SHAME. XDD
I'd be missing my Music Theory exam too, but I don't have to take it 'cause it's a semester course and I have an A. PWNAGE.
Meh. Let me bask in self-confidence for once, it's pretty fleeting for moi. :P
So, I thought it was hilarious in a horrible kind of way when I read the paper this morning and saw that there is a person who actually calculated the ideal amount of rope and height of the gallows to hang people depending on their weight. It's called a "hanging table". What kind of sick fuck would do that?
...Adios! :D
PS- I officially have winter ball tickets. <3 |
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| Don't feel like dancin'... :D *irony!!* |
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| 11:28am 04/01/2007 |
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mood:  silly music: Don't Feel LIke Dancin'- Scissor Sisters
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We've had snow days before, but an "outbreak day"? That's new to me. :D
Paranoia is fun when it gets us a 4 day weekend. Pwn on all of you non-diseased school systems.
...so, this is the funniest thing that's happened to us in awhile. This is up there with our hurricane day where it didn't even rain, and (dare I say it) that time we got out of school 'cause of someone setting off a fire extinguisher. XD |
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| 12:59pm 01/01/2007 |
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mood:  ecstatic
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Happy New Year, loves. <3
Think about it- in a little over 5 months, we're out of high school forever. OH BABY. I think I need a cigarette.
So, how did I celebrate New Year's Eve? I drank fizzy cider and danced around the kitchen in my socks again, this time to Scissor Sisters. :D
Then, me and my sister sang Stephen Lynch songs. A good night, overall. And I was so hyper that my parents started to wonder if the fizzy cider was mislabeled. |
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| 03:19pm 30/12/2006 |
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mood:  chipper music: TMBG- The Guitar
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( WIN. <3 )
Hehehe. I'm so immature.
SO. Anyway.
I'm prodding that Brown application like hell. And I'm putting in apps to URI and Ursinus and Gettysburg.
I feel as INVINCIBLE AS SUPERMAN. >DD |
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| But precious few have mourned the passing of Mr. James K Polk, our eleventh president... |
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| 09:35pm 27/12/2006 |
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mood:  chipper music: A User's Guide to TMBG
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DID YOU HEAR? Gerald Ford died. I feel like an awful person, because it makes me think of an SNL sketch with Dana Carvey where they joked about Ford dying in the coolest ways- i.e. from an overdose of crack cocaine and being eaten by wolves. It was a cool sketch.
And I saw a headline that asked, "How Will History Judge Ford?" The answer is, quite simply, they won't bother. Poor Ford. He probably could've been a good president, but he couldn't accomplish anything good OR bad in his tenure because he was trying to cover Nixon's ass the whole time. Loyalty can suck sometimes when it's wasted on the wrong people.
ANYWAY.
Christmas rocked, quite simply. My prezzies were neato. From los padres, I got some dress up sets that made me laugh. I also got a plastic saxophone. They have a keen sense of humor, indeed. XD I'm bringing it into band so I can say, "OMFG MR. SMITH LOOK AT THE NEW SAXOPHONE I GOT FOR CHRISTMAS." I was REALLY happy with my sister's gift for me though- I got the Disney version of Robin Hood. That movie is from Disney's golden era, and it's made of pure WIN. And, and... I GOT THE NEW BEATLES CD. <333 It's all remixes, but done WELL. Probly 'cause the remixes were made with input from Georgie. :3
Eh, I'm done rambling. See, this is what happens when my router breaks.. I spew paragraphs upon paragraphs of sucky blogging into the world of livejournal. |
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| I'll be home for Christmas... |
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| 07:36pm 15/12/2006 |
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mood:  cranky
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I feel like I'm under way too much pressure. All the little things are building up- you know, the little things that I never let bother me before.
So, I cried in Advisory and English today. And it felt so stupid. It wasn't like a total tragedy befell me, it's just that I exaggerated everything.
I finally got a B in Calc in time for midquarter, and today I failed my test and I'm wondering now if I'll end up with a C-, and then I'm paranoid that if my grade falls that much, I won't be accepted into Brown. After all, my decision is very much in jeopardy.
And it didn't help that every time I told people my application was deferred and that that's not necessarily a "doom" kinda thing where I have no hope of being accepted, they looked at me with PITY. What the fuck. It doesn't mean I won't get in.
The worst part? EVERYONE SEEMS HAPPY TO SEE ME FAIL. They think I'm too confident and that I need a good fall. Little do they know that I HAD NO CONFIDENCE TO BEGIN WITH. What kind of sick fuck would get enjoyment out of that?? |
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| We can let the snow fall forever and ever... :D |
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| 05:33pm 14/12/2006 |
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mood:  anxious music: LITE 105 Christmas lineup <3
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Oh my god. XD
I've been waiting since Halloween to find out whether I'm accepted into Brown or not. And the decision was supposed to come today. Their decision?
They can't decide. XDD But, this is so encouraging- they didn't take one look and throw out my application, and that's half the battle. <3333
...anyway, I bunked school today. Thing is, I had 3 tests today and I got home at around 10 after the concert. I just didn't feel like pulling another late-nighter. Can anyone blame me? Of course not. If you haven't played hookie yet, rest assured, you will sooner or later. DON'T JUDGE. XD |
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| And the Christmas carols sound like blues, but the choir's not to blame |
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| 09:51pm 12/12/2006 |
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mood:  drained music: a commercial. :P
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WELL. Tomorrow's gonna be an eventful day. First of all, my winter concert's tomorrow. Should be funner than a barrel of monkeys. XD
Second of all, I MIGHT get my college decision then. :DDD
Here's hoping that I'm one of the chosen.
So, this morning was interesting. I woke up when I usually leave for school, but I was able to get ready in five minutes and I wasn't late. XD I'm proud of myself. But, I wasn't able to have my morning joe. What suckage. I was dead the whole day. It's kinda poetic, isn't it, that I wore my caffeine molecule shirt today? Heh. Of course it is.
And I had to read a poem in front of my English class in preparation for tomorrow, when a "teaching artist" will come to instruct us in poem recitation. God, do I suck. Shy people like me don't do the public speaking thing... they do the public mumbling and twitching, and the public wishing-they-could-disappear. :D
See Jess. See Jess blog. See Jess wasting time before she does her Physics/Calc homework. :D
Ha. I'd rock at writing childrens' books. |
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| She's a killer queen... |
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| 11:13pm 08/12/2006 |
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mood:  crappy music: nada
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WOW.
Today was absolutely fuckin' HORRIBLE.
First, I forget all my books and stuff for school at home. Second, the wind blows my glasses off my face and I lose my lenses in the dirt near my car. For the whole school day, I was blind. Third, some asshole bumps into me in the hall and my frames go flying. Then, when we're performing at Blackrock, my reed breaks, and I have to borrow one. One that sounds absolutely fucking horrible. And for some reason, I'm in some REALLY bad slump with my clarinet playing. I don't know why, but my fingers refuse to move quickly. I don't have this much trouble usually, WHAT FUCKING GIVES??
And, of course, I have a lesson tomorrow. If I'm still playing like that tomorrow for Cathy, she's gonna wonder what the fuck is up with me.
GRARGHOMFGWTF.
But I can look at it this way- at least I'm luckier today than John Lennon was this same day 26 years ago. MORBID JOKE LOLZ. |
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| 10:55pm 06/12/2006 |
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mood:  confused music: TMBG in mah head
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Here I sit, broken hearted, tried to do my homework, instead I went on lj and did a bunch of crap. :D
...a poet, I certainly ain't. Mebbe Emily Dickinson- I use funky meter. And I could TOTALLY be a hermit.
So. Today was ok. However, I fucked up royally in band over and over again for some reason. Apparently, my fingers didn't want to move. But, I feel all happy and squee-like because I get to do the tuning B flat at the concert. You know I'm a total band geek when that makes me happy. XD
And, um, I'm supposed to be doing some Spanish homework and some Psych experiment-age, but I really don't feel like it right now. I feel hyper and tired at the same time. THIS IS MY MIND ON AFTERNOON LATTE. >D
Oh, and, I am officially Keira Knightley PLUS. XD Don't ask. <33 |
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| Malaguena! :D |
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| 02:16am 06/12/2006 |
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mood:  groggy music: "Stuck in the Middle" is stuck in my head, coincidentally
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Dear GOD. I have 10 days until I get some kind of reply from Brown.
And by now, the news has spread. Which kind of sucks, because if I don't get in, there's more people I have to tell, "Uh, yeah... I was rejected. *cold stare*"
And of course, there's the people who think for some reason that I'm so confident in myself getting in that I have no backup plan. That's just stupid. Of course I have a backup plan. I'm applying to two other colleges in Pennsylvania if Brown doesn't accept me. It's not the end of the world. While I'd rather stay in RI, going to a different state might be just the thing I need. I'm definitely in my comfort zone here, and that's not such a good thing. It would probably be a good thing for me to experience life somewhere else, without my family nearby to help me when things go wrong. You know, just to fuck up on my own and deal with my own life and make myself less of a coward.
After all, I'm pretty much terrified of people. Really. But I suppose college anywhere might change that.
But, having said all that... I'd still LOVE to get into Brown. It just seems like I would have so much fun going there. <3333 |
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| Filibuster vigilantly |
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| 10:09pm 03/12/2006 |
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mood:  a tad stressed music: nada
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( Hey, I think it's interesting :P )
Anyway. I'm feelin' okay right now, maybe a little stressed. I just took an assload of notes for Psych, and I've got more to do yet. I still hafta do my Calc and my Physics, although the Physics isn't so bad. But, well, I'm making progress, and it's not that late yet.
So. I've decided I want to be a Socrates or a Plato. You know why? Their job was only to think, not to get things done. I could TOTALLY handle that. :D
It's sad. I'm interested in a lot of things I learn (sad, I know), but I hate having to do the work involved- you know, tests and notes especially. I guess that I'm probably not alone there, though. I wonder if people would be more interested in school if there was never homework or tests, or whether that would just make them think school was useless and make them not feel the need to come.
Oh, the things I'll write to waste time before I finish my work. :3 |
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| hahah. Rudolph. XD |
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| 01:27am 02/12/2006 |
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mood:  drained music: Lite 105
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( Not a surprise... )
Ugh. Sometimes I want to smack people in the face. Really.
...yeah, I'm violent. XD ANYWAY. I'm so bored right now, and I've been trying to nap, but I can't. And I want to practice before my lesson tomorrow, but my sister's friend is here and I'm too embarrassed to. Overall, a very huge MEH. :P |
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